tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35030888446203131382024-03-21T04:39:07.897+09:00reality bitessometimes in life, we find things go wrong. Writing is my way to keep me sane. I wrote these every time I feel like things have gone wrong or the complete opposite. Sad times, happy times. In Indonesian, English and Japanese. Enjoy! :)bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-91220575689985533502010-11-16T17:58:00.002+09:002010-11-16T18:02:25.140+09:00study<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLG6PkIQ6o5IzMSBdefjGKBRisWIeaEbv9OAG1ELO364yMW4hdphSzgssv6pujf4QVaO5AN0yWsFqh2B82cP2mXacou_245vsht8dqO-VAtXi4__j1JYnEDC2GH0RROa_5ESZNsXbHIC4/s1600/IMG_1196.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLG6PkIQ6o5IzMSBdefjGKBRisWIeaEbv9OAG1ELO364yMW4hdphSzgssv6pujf4QVaO5AN0yWsFqh2B82cP2mXacou_245vsht8dqO-VAtXi4__j1JYnEDC2GH0RROa_5ESZNsXbHIC4/s320/IMG_1196.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5540070309582360338" /></a><br />Writing in the library. Working on the thesis. Finding the words put them together into paragraph. Slowly losing my mind. That’s the beauty of thesis. ;)bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-1540144763504407322010-11-16T00:55:00.003+09:002010-11-16T01:11:26.756+09:00dream<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4UpRpl6_D8qHN16ZstvAmSpN2A_-4XFrlOg0sCuEX_bx-19SNXPcEuznxPxInQxKgqOizh6j8YeoV6mrPKal8yTKFAKg8FkY8yvHm3wGG3SLoer1T8SflsNJQNgUkOq6yOdCCXrBYrw4/s1600/IMG_0200.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4UpRpl6_D8qHN16ZstvAmSpN2A_-4XFrlOg0sCuEX_bx-19SNXPcEuznxPxInQxKgqOizh6j8YeoV6mrPKal8yTKFAKg8FkY8yvHm3wGG3SLoer1T8SflsNJQNgUkOq6yOdCCXrBYrw4/s320/IMG_0200.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539805833003158274" /></a><br /><br />I wish I have the power to control my dreams. So I can have the perfect world based on my imagination. So I can see you every night even though we're far apart.bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-1519379842184798422010-11-15T17:41:00.006+09:002010-11-16T00:40:28.775+09:00i miss you<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnc-ZZdSLmLTBq09rftmhkda25FIh1pnS2Oj6TXYvF8MzIVd9YLBLkyc2wUcWeQ_tZitg1Soo5s9Sys8r-kAdChJwNrqMlHe67wB9Gaixua43e8cDbWz1zMeR9kOHFpmwxfcNmsN_jDgw/s1600/IMG_1654.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnc-ZZdSLmLTBq09rftmhkda25FIh1pnS2Oj6TXYvF8MzIVd9YLBLkyc2wUcWeQ_tZitg1Soo5s9Sys8r-kAdChJwNrqMlHe67wB9Gaixua43e8cDbWz1zMeR9kOHFpmwxfcNmsN_jDgw/s320/IMG_1654.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539694238125289090" /></a><br /><br />A single word from you puts a smile on my face.<br /><br />A single word from you warms my heart.<br /><br />A single word from you makes me feel light.<br /><br />A single word from you like a very beautiful cheerful song.<br /><br />A single word from you turns my day beautiful.<br /><br />A single word from you brings back the memory of us.<br /><br />I miss you.bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-55580635833326549712010-11-14T05:22:00.004+09:002010-11-14T14:20:00.456+09:00:)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXsee-msRBa50Pc15zMnr3bzCG0c4ni9in1F7Zk3tkJTEZGrRbTmhsaNnpGQ4PP2Z2jB52BedMr6CvSBVSKMgu_RHSqGTdP-oc9qBvOLEb-n0ngyIxcCOmx61vi0Joo_qzkiHjaLA9DfQ/s1600/IMG_1516.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXsee-msRBa50Pc15zMnr3bzCG0c4ni9in1F7Zk3tkJTEZGrRbTmhsaNnpGQ4PP2Z2jB52BedMr6CvSBVSKMgu_RHSqGTdP-oc9qBvOLEb-n0ngyIxcCOmx61vi0Joo_qzkiHjaLA9DfQ/s320/IMG_1516.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539133018913626450" /></a><br />Life is a journey<br /><br />Life is a novel<br /><br />Write what you want to write<br /><br />Feel what you want to feel<br /><br />Do what you want to do<br /><br />Dreams aren’t just dreams<br /><br />Live your life to the fullest<br /><br />So you won’t regret itbluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-42414796383270748812010-11-14T04:49:00.003+09:002010-11-14T05:00:31.189+09:00Dearest..<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim4r76ggmoMTtV9fz2GRLaf6Xg9WJ9Xqfg2KLciSnr4djte5r3eSthBP7kQ6ze6sPx6AOYkvmCzX3y_Y-NnLOqOnVFVAHxw0aGxDEncSBbQMBXR1DPWc2e6d_Q9cKPZQW6xMpnu57KZWA/s1600/IMG_1435.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim4r76ggmoMTtV9fz2GRLaf6Xg9WJ9Xqfg2KLciSnr4djte5r3eSthBP7kQ6ze6sPx6AOYkvmCzX3y_Y-NnLOqOnVFVAHxw0aGxDEncSBbQMBXR1DPWc2e6d_Q9cKPZQW6xMpnu57KZWA/s320/IMG_1435.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539125966960125906" /></a><br />It’s never end between you and me.<br />It’s always there.<br />You know it.<br />I know it.<br />We know it.<br /><br />It’s always there, the feeling we’ve been avoiding to admit.<br />It’s always there, the affection between us.<br />It’s always there, the chemistry between us.<br /><br />I’ve been away from you.<br />Those feelings must had been neutralized.<br />Or so I thought.<br />You’re my best friend.<br />You’re my brother.<br />You always there for me.<br /><br />But why…<br />Why we have to deal with this again?<br /><br />Now I’m back.<br />We begin to feel those feeling again.<br />We begin to remember what it’s like to be near again.<br /><br />But we can’t.<br />We will never be together.<br />So, please…<br />I won’t ask for more.<br />I just want you to support me and got me backed up.<br />I need you.<br />Please stay. <br />By my side, forever.bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-89436541796320157202010-11-14T04:44:00.003+09:002010-11-14T23:42:52.543+09:00朝がやってきた<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNSMFOEWVl2GrJJ_H6JT364Je9Dxcxv8Pi8gewKIFHtw7P0McaR12Gj4itfYWBmO1LcB_ZQfYdHfvMDPxBn_GmJZseu9qQLDWEElcHEhtMztNHp0cYdDRRygwvTrB1YGNDYUHDYwqtIhQ/s1600/IMG_1109.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNSMFOEWVl2GrJJ_H6JT364Je9Dxcxv8Pi8gewKIFHtw7P0McaR12Gj4itfYWBmO1LcB_ZQfYdHfvMDPxBn_GmJZseu9qQLDWEElcHEhtMztNHp0cYdDRRygwvTrB1YGNDYUHDYwqtIhQ/s320/IMG_1109.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539122978276214914" /></a>
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mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">起きたくなかった。</span><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">ずっと君のそばにいたかった。</span><span style="font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">ずっと君に抱きしめられたかった。</span><span style="font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">その笑顔を恋し、その声が懐かしい。</span><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language: JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">その腕で抱きしめられてほしい。</span><span style="font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">君と一緒にいたい。</span><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="JA" style="font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-bidi-font-family: "MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA">君に会いたい。</span><span style="font-family:"MS 明朝"; mso-bidi-font-family:"MS 明朝";mso-fareast-language:JA"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <!--EndFragment-->bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-72757324428732015312010-02-09T17:07:00.004+09:002010-11-16T19:31:59.462+09:00出会えてよかった期待もしないのに君を見つけた<br /><br />太陽のようにまぶしく、日向のように暖かい<br /><br />笑顔で話してる君が<br /><br />私の心を癒してくれた<br /><br />君の側にいるだけで嬉しい<br /><br />君の笑顔を見るだけで幸せになれる<br /><br />ずっと抱きしめたいの<br /><br />ずっとキッスしたいの<br /><br />でも,その日が来るはずだ<br /><br />君が私の目の前からいなくなる日<br /><br />ずっと繋がっていたいの<br /><br />ずっと。。<br /><br />寂しくなるの、きっと。<br /><br />その日が来るまで、楽しい時間を過ごしよう<br /><br />良い思い出を作ろう<br /><br />ずっと私の心にいる王子様^^<br /><br />泣かないよ。全力で頑張りたい。<br /><br />その日が来るまで。bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-71520518400474166612010-02-09T16:50:00.005+09:002010-02-09T17:06:15.589+09:00また再会して,どうなるんだろう約束なんて作らなかった理由はやっと分かってきました。<br /><br />やはりだめだよね、あたしたちって<br /><br />遠距離のせいだって?<br /><br />「側にいてくれたら別の話しになるんだよ」と言ったよね<br /><br />悔しいよ<br /><br />努力すればなんとかできるじゃないか<br /><br />あたしには自信持つよ、できないのはあんたでしょう<br /><br />「だめだ」と思った途端に,すぐ別の人に恋を落ちた<br /><br />あたしどう思うのか知ってる?あたしの気持ち分かる?<br /><br />分かってないよね,やっぱり。<br /><br />悔しいは悔しいけど,もうしょうがないことだ。<br /><br />一つの考えが思いすいちゃいましたけど、<br /><br />もし,また再会して,どうなるんだろう〜<br /><br />遠距離でもないし,すぐ逢えるし<br /><br />でもお互い恋人がいるんだ<br /><br />お互い気持ちが繋がってるかもしれない<br /><br />時間が経つにつれて,お互いの気持ちが消えていくといいけど<br /><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br />どうなるんだろうな〜<br /></span>bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3503088844620313138.post-8618484482385254762009-11-08T19:56:00.002+09:002009-11-08T19:59:42.665+09:00galau<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal">Di sini aku menitikkan air mata</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Berusaha menahan perasaan</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Berusaha tidak berubah</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Berusaha tenang</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Di sini aku menahan</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Melihat</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Merasakan</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Tidak tenang</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Aku hanyalah sebagai penonton</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Aku hanya bisa melihat</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Tak bisa bertindak</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Tak bisa mengubah jarak ini</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Perasaanku tidak berubah</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Dan masih akan lama hingga dpt berubah kembali</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Haruskah aku mengubahnya sekarang?</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Haruskah aku kembali membunuhnya?</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Katakan padaku</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Berikan aku jawaban</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Jangan biarkan aku dlm ketidakpastian</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Yang tampak selalu ada di kalimatmu…</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Aku capai</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Membunuh perasaan</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Mematikan lilin itu</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Membunuh tunas itu</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Sakit ketika memikirkannya</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Tersiksa ketika melakukannya</p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Haruskah aku melakukannya lagi…?</p> <!--EndFragment-->bluishblueberryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08445743427493383997noreply@blogger.com0